I often wonder 'bout tomorrow,
And all the time we've spent apart,
I often think of you with sorrow,
Yet you remain within my heart.
I ask myself, why did you leave me?
I ask myself, why did I stay?
It hurts to know that you'd deceive me,
Will you return to me one day?
I still check every day for you. I sit here, and I look at the screen. Lists of names, people, but none of them you. Sometimes, I'll make an effort. A "hello", or "how are you?" But I know it's empty, meaningless. Conversations seem so hollow. So empty. I struggle with the simplest topics. Sometimes, I click on your name, dare myself to say something, anything. "I miss you," or something more nonchalant, like, "how are you?" Sometimes I do. Sometimes I get up the nerve. But you don't reply. I know you're not even there. Sometimes, I long to write you an email, but I'm a coward. Sometimes I will post something on a website I know you frequent,
I still check every day for you,
Whether consciously or no,
I still wonder every day of you,
Wherefore did you go?
The days pass by so slowly now,
The nights fill me with pain,
And every moment I wonder now,
Will I ever see you again?
I know it shouldn't matter,
I know I should forget,
But it will always matter,
And I find I cannot yet.
Will I ever look up, and see your face?
Will I ever wake up, and not feel out of place?
Will I ever open my eyes, and not feel this pain?
Will I ever smile, and not have to feign?
Will I ever laugh at a joke you've told?
Will I ever be with you 'til I'm old?
Will I ever get the chance to see you smile?
Will I ever see you, not a jpeg file?
Will I ever hold you within my arms?
Will I ever be the focus of your charms?
Will it ever be just you and I?
I know I love you, but sometimes I wonder why...
The poor ol' dragon now lies dead,
Sand covering it's scaled head,
It gave us items, beauteous and rare,
That we might sell for wealth to share,
Gold to spend on pleasures untold,
To celebrate the death of the dragon of old.
I often wonder 'bout tomorrow,
And all the time we've spent apart,
I often think of you with sorrow,
Yet you remain within my heart.
I ask myself, why did you leave me?
I ask myself, why did I stay?
It hurts to know that you'd deceive me,
Will you return to me one day?
I still check every day for you. I sit here, and I look at the screen. Lists of names, people, but none of them you. Sometimes, I'll make an effort. A "hello", or "how are you?" But I know it's empty, meaningless. Conversations seem so hollow. So empty. I struggle with the simplest topics. Sometimes, I click on your name, dare myself to say something, anything. "I miss you," or something more nonchalant, like, "how are you?" Sometimes I do. Sometimes I get up the nerve. But you don't reply. I know you're not even there. Sometimes, I long to write you an email, but I'm a coward. Sometimes I will post something on a website I know you frequent,
I still check every day for you,
Whether consciously or no,
I still wonder every day of you,
Wherefore did you go?
The days pass by so slowly now,
The nights fill me with pain,
And every moment I wonder now,
Will I ever see you again?
I know it shouldn't matter,
I know I should forget,
But it will always matter,
And I find I cannot yet.
Will I ever look up, and see your face?
Will I ever wake up, and not feel out of place?
Will I ever open my eyes, and not feel this pain?
Will I ever smile, and not have to feign?
Will I ever laugh at a joke you've told?
Will I ever be with you 'til I'm old?
Will I ever get the chance to see you smile?
Will I ever see you, not a jpeg file?
Will I ever hold you within my arms?
Will I ever be the focus of your charms?
Will it ever be just you and I?
I know I love you, but sometimes I wonder why...
The poor ol' dragon now lies dead,
Sand covering it's scaled head,
It gave us items, beauteous and rare,
That we might sell for wealth to share,
Gold to spend on pleasures untold,
To celebrate the death of the dragon of old.
I'm a geek, I'm a gamer,
I'm a nerd through and through,
You other chicks
Ain't got a clue.
While you're all out
Buyin' bits of rag,
I'm fighting the battle
'Gainst noobs and lag.
You wannabe models
Got nothing on me,
I'm thrice more attractive
Than you'll ever be.
Well, I saw this on ~Sofa-Hime (https://www.deviantart.com/sofa-hime)'s site and thought I'd give it a go. It looked like fun! Hope you don't mind, Sofa-Hime!
[X] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[X] You have your own room.
[X] You own a cell phone.
[X] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[X] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
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[X] You dress how you want to.
[X] You hang out with friends more than once a week
[X] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[ ] You are allowed to listen to the music you
So peeved atm. I got a new computer and so far the sound system ain't working and every time I press "Go" or "Enter" to go to a new site on the internet it friggen opens a new window! and then it takes 20 mins to load! Grrr... If anyone has any idea how to fix either of these problems, it'd be greatly appreciated.